life commentary, poetry, personal writings and photograpy

Drastic changes must be made

No more nicotine: cut way back at minimum
You are not wanted-let it go
You are alone: accept it
Drop all consideration of suicide-not an option

Resist impulses, the dangerous ones
Money: get real job, sell some shit (art)?
Structure-repair schedule of day/night
Plan-stop wasting days and weeks of no accomplishment
Overwhelmed: too much to do. too much want, too much need and far too much is wrong
Refocus: forget about your heart, there is no soul
Appearance:dress like a member of society
Health: eat normally, drink normally, avoid the toxins and chemicals

Pleasure is subjective,so is its need

Cut back on the drugs, resist the urge to go deeper
Live life: do something, anything, experience something
Anger: stop hating yourself and the world
Racing thoughts clouding the mind-relax, stupefy yourself, forget everything, just be
Stop breaking: progress is repeatedly lost and painful releases do not motivate
Remember that nothing matters. Just do. Nothing is on its way so do not concern yourself with receiving.

You must go on.