I believe I am now feeling every single human emotion at varying levels of intensity, all at the same time, all grouped together into a single entity. Seeming to bubble and churn, fighting with one another, struggling to be the dominant drive.
It's not too bad, considering...
Beneath it all, I have a grand yearning to break free, explode out, I just have no idea if it will be in a positive or negative way, if it will enlighten me or destroy me.
I really don't seem to know a damn thing right now.
I will continue on. Do as I do, excel when I must, fail when it doesn't matter and be as I am.
I am nothing more than me now.