Help

Please help.

It

I'm living life like there's no such thing as consequences or mythological hell.

Sum

Quote

Besides which, she would never understand me because I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.

-Kerouac

today and further

Lonliness supersedes motivation. Time wasted becomes important and destructive.

this

Absolutely nothing is to be taken literally, seriously, or truthfully, including this sentence.

insomniatic indulgence

Utilizing the avoidance of the true, unfiltered dreams of deep sleep as an excuse to remain awake completes the circle of rejection.

Quote

It seems that I have an infinite capacity to be unhappy. How can I be so stupid as to waste my life away being unhappy like this! What am I going to do? When will I realize that I have a great life of my own?
   Well, there is still time before it's too late...
  (and I don't understand it.)

- Kerouac

Advice

If you feel you are about to fall, jump.
make it count.
If you are on the edge, just go ahead, step off.
Hanging on by a thread?
Snap that fucker and go down hard.

the latest

I've run out, I've hit the wall. There is a simple solution. I've reached an awakening, or a deep sleep.
process...

Quotes.

Don't get hung up on difficult, miserable discoveries of your "true self" - rather, enjoy and goof off (and thereby avoid these self-knowledges.)

-Kerouac

is, is

Life is very serious, it is complicated, a complete unknown and riddled with pain, in all truths, it cannot possibly be taken seriously as it is so simple, obvious, and consumed with pleasure.
Frustration, confusion and a clear head will get you through it.

Statement

A dizzying twist at the edge of reality.Vertigo with no where to go. Your brain may kill you.

What does it mean

Everything has a grand, deep meaning about it. There is a core to everything.

temperature.

Yesterday will be better.

condition

A fresh, new ending has begun.

Little known fact

Did you know there's another bottom to rock-bottom?

Quote

Success usually comes to those who are too busy to be looking for it.
-Henry David Thoreau