With this mentality of life one may consider just ending the pain and frustration, or more wisely, just give up on everything known and start living like this is your last day alive. But that mindset is greatly flawed. If you truly knew it was your last day, it wouldn't be a focus on "living life to the fullest" and you sure as hell would not get anything of importance done, it would just be a mad orgy of self-indulgence in every way. I wouldn't even stop to eat between the hard drugs, constant sex and stealing of things I could never dream to own. So what other simplistic version of this mentality can be applied? life is generally wasted, there is so much to be done and feel. It all can be experienced. Maybe one just needs a few weeks, maybe one needs to find something within that drives without all the impurities of man made and found distractions of reality.
That may certainly be the case, but I don't feel that I am that deep. If there is nothing within to find, then overwhelm yourself with the chemicals and damp pleasures created and lost among the concrete corners and grassy curbs of the world.
