Needs

I need physical, climactic, personal release. There is for certain something grand to it, more than a simple bliss that just occurs and ends, but an opportunity, a gateway to a different place and existence in the mind and known world. Nothing compares to it. Though this climactic experience itself is breif, that may be indicitive to the idea that it is just a taste, a beggining, an unknown or understood moment of bliss, there to spark the appetite for something more.
If there is any nirvana, any high level achievement of peace, pleasure and happiness, it must be involved. It has to be at the core of all true, ultimate pleasure and happiness. It is an ecstasy of the mind from within.
Different worlds and experiences; all within ones own mind can be brought out through different methods such as drugs, alcohol, etc., but no matter how other-worldly these experiences are, none of them can be compared to the peak intensity of the orgasm. The mind alone is bringing these pleasures in either example through the use of one or more of these outside contributors, not its own existance. In either case these outside aspects contribute and decide the intensity of the experience, but no matter the influence, the pleasure is ultimately created and received within the mind itself. The orgasm will always top any chemically produced euphoria in regards to pure pleasure of mind, body and “soul” which also makes its cycle of self creation and heightened power intriguing.

So, how can all of this be used or controlled? Not controlled by making it happen whenever you want, that's an easy one. But how can it be "harnessed"? Used as an extended high? Leading to some grand level of bliss, or at least some kind of mad, self created mega-buzz. There seems to be so much power here, not just in its desires but the actual power over the body, the euphoric feelings within and the pleasure receptors of the mind. Nothing else can be seen or thought during this phenomenon.

This idea shall be pondered, researched and highly investigated.

Reports will continue.