I have no idea what it feels like to be loved and/or respected. A long, empty, unrewarded, unfulfilled life of nothingness is all I have experienced. I offer nothing, deserve nothing, and only feel pain and destitution. I don't know why I am here or ever was. I no longer want anything, I have no dreams, no goals, no future.
I don't want to overcome, figure anything out or even fucking live.
